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Sunday, December 6, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Considering..
getting a tumblr.
I don't think I'd have that much interesting nonsense to put on it, but I'm just thinking about it..
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anywho, my 5 year anniversary is on friday. :)
oh, there's something about love.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Wow.
I havn't written in this thing for the past 3 months, but it's amazing how I'm still feeling exactly the same as how I did when I wrote that entry. Though things have changed, or so it feels like it, I guess things really havn't changed that much after all.
Funny, how that works out.
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Current Listen : Touch Me - Spring Awakening OBC
Current Read : La Respuesta/ The Answer - Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Action
1st step: acceptance
2nd step: action
It feels good trying to rid myself of all the baggage and thoughts and overall negativity I don't need. I'm nowhere near being 100 percent done with all of it, but slowly and surely, I'm getting there. More than likely I will fail, and more than likely you will see this blog in some way shape or form again, but at least I'm being honest.
And with that said, I'm becoming less afraid to write in this. Sometimes honesty is better than anything else when it comes to blogging in these things and sometimes insecurity, jealousy, and vain-ness, had taken its place over honesty in the past. I know I've said this before, but I'm not perfect, and I'm still trying.
Recently, I've had to rethink pretty much my entire life--okay okay maybe it's not that dramatic---but a huge part of myself, nonetheless. I didn't think things would ever come to this, but it did. Minor obstacles that were similar to this always came along, but we always got through it. Which was how it should be because blood is thicker than water. However, I need to take ACTION and know that when people cause me more sadness and hurt than they do happiness, I can't allow them to be around me. I can't do that to myself. I get sad. I become bitter. Then, that turns to anger, and things are said, things are regretted..etc. I just can't do that to myself anymore. So, whoever it is, no matter the relationship, I'm letting go.
At least, I'm trying my hardest, and so far things are going well.
On a brighter note, I raped my physiology class. :) AND I'll be San Diego bound in approximately 10 hours. I'll be surrounded by good people, including my parents, my sister, and the boyfriend.
That is all. :)
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Current Listen: Dumpweed - Blink 182
Current Read: The Time Machine - H.G Wells (again)
2nd step: action
It feels good trying to rid myself of all the baggage and thoughts and overall negativity I don't need. I'm nowhere near being 100 percent done with all of it, but slowly and surely, I'm getting there. More than likely I will fail, and more than likely you will see this blog in some way shape or form again, but at least I'm being honest.
And with that said, I'm becoming less afraid to write in this. Sometimes honesty is better than anything else when it comes to blogging in these things and sometimes insecurity, jealousy, and vain-ness, had taken its place over honesty in the past. I know I've said this before, but I'm not perfect, and I'm still trying.
Recently, I've had to rethink pretty much my entire life--okay okay maybe it's not that dramatic---but a huge part of myself, nonetheless. I didn't think things would ever come to this, but it did. Minor obstacles that were similar to this always came along, but we always got through it. Which was how it should be because blood is thicker than water. However, I need to take ACTION and know that when people cause me more sadness and hurt than they do happiness, I can't allow them to be around me. I can't do that to myself. I get sad. I become bitter. Then, that turns to anger, and things are said, things are regretted..etc. I just can't do that to myself anymore. So, whoever it is, no matter the relationship, I'm letting go.
At least, I'm trying my hardest, and so far things are going well.
On a brighter note, I raped my physiology class. :) AND I'll be San Diego bound in approximately 10 hours. I'll be surrounded by good people, including my parents, my sister, and the boyfriend.
That is all. :)
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Current Listen: Dumpweed - Blink 182
Current Read: The Time Machine - H.G Wells (again)
Friday, June 26, 2009
King of Pop
I think my brother was singing to Michael Jackson's songs even before he could speak. His true admiration of Michael started then and continued to grow, as it did with the rest of the world, ever since.
That was how he came into my life.
A lot of really vague, unimportant childhood memories have remained through these years because they are associated with Michael Jackson songs. I have a home video of me at Christmas. I was probably 2 or 3 years old. I was wandering around the Christmas tree, when I stopped right in front of the camera and sang "..it's black, it's white." My version of, at the time, my favorite Michael Jackson song.
I remember road trips with my cousins to Disneyland and Vegas, singing at the top of our lungs You Are Not Alone.
I remember my brother forcing me to sit through the making of the Thriller music video so that I would no longer be afraid to listen to, and watch that video.
I'm pretty sure I could go on. But just like the rest of the world, the reason I am writing this blog is because I'm sad. I'm sad for his family and his kids. I'm sad for his fans. I'm sad for my brother who never failed to let any one know that Michael Jackson was his idol and how his only dream was to meet him. I'm sad for everyone else in the world who felt the exact same way. I'm sad for music. I'm sad for the world. I don't think there is anyone on this earth who doesn't know who he is. And that says so much about him.
Michael Jackson was the King of Pop and his legend will definitely live on.
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Current listen: MJ all day everyday.
That was how he came into my life.
A lot of really vague, unimportant childhood memories have remained through these years because they are associated with Michael Jackson songs. I have a home video of me at Christmas. I was probably 2 or 3 years old. I was wandering around the Christmas tree, when I stopped right in front of the camera and sang "..it's black, it's white." My version of, at the time, my favorite Michael Jackson song.
I remember road trips with my cousins to Disneyland and Vegas, singing at the top of our lungs You Are Not Alone.
I remember my brother forcing me to sit through the making of the Thriller music video so that I would no longer be afraid to listen to, and watch that video.
I'm pretty sure I could go on. But just like the rest of the world, the reason I am writing this blog is because I'm sad. I'm sad for his family and his kids. I'm sad for his fans. I'm sad for my brother who never failed to let any one know that Michael Jackson was his idol and how his only dream was to meet him. I'm sad for everyone else in the world who felt the exact same way. I'm sad for music. I'm sad for the world. I don't think there is anyone on this earth who doesn't know who he is. And that says so much about him.
Michael Jackson was the King of Pop and his legend will definitely live on.
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Current listen: MJ all day everyday.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Jonas Brothers and Common?!?! Not bad..
Tell me that's not the most unlikely combination ever. But I have got to say, I have a lot of respect for this song. Thinking outside of the norm, I like it! Plus Common's fine as hell, and Joe Jonas will be my husband one day. A very NICE combination, indeed!
Either way, I like this stepping over the boundaries business. I've always been a fan of mash-ups of two completely different songs, and it harmoniously working out. Which explains my suprising interest in this song.
Here, give it a listen.
Download The Jonas Brothers Dont Charge For The Crime Feat Common 2dope mp3
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Either way, I like this stepping over the boundaries business. I've always been a fan of mash-ups of two completely different songs, and it harmoniously working out. Which explains my suprising interest in this song.
Here, give it a listen.
Download The Jonas Brothers Dont Charge For The Crime Feat Common 2dope mp3
Shared via AddThis
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Live High
I might have to take a break from doing this again.
The old negative feeling that has prevented me from writing in the past, has not fully come back, but is slowly getting there. I will not allow myself to stoop that low, once again.
I'm trying to not become that person.
Besides, God is so good. Life has been so good lately. Why should I ruin it with this negativity.
With that said, I'll be taking a small break. Until that one fine moment, I become inspired again. That's the best time to write for me anyway. :)
That is all.
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Current Read: White Like Me - Tim Wise (great book!)
Current Listen: Des Rev - Almost Four (LALALALALOOOOVE it!)
The old negative feeling that has prevented me from writing in the past, has not fully come back, but is slowly getting there. I will not allow myself to stoop that low, once again.
I'm trying to not become that person.
Besides, God is so good. Life has been so good lately. Why should I ruin it with this negativity.
With that said, I'll be taking a small break. Until that one fine moment, I become inspired again. That's the best time to write for me anyway. :)
That is all.
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Current Read: White Like Me - Tim Wise (great book!)
Current Listen: Des Rev - Almost Four (LALALALALOOOOVE it!)
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